It's been a minute!

oh wow

here I am

nearly 8 months since my last blog post

I HAVE BEEN BUSY OKAY

but I'm glad I'm here now, documenting and such. This is basically my journal, so as long as I manage to be consistently inconsistent and write posts, then I'm happy for posterity's sake. ;)

SO we left off at the beginning of June...a LOT has happened since then. It's going to be interesting documenting our life, since I've organized it around semesters and classes and I haven't paid any attention to anything like that in almost a year (now THAT is a weird statement). So we'll go by chunks of time I guess? heh

JUNE
So I've been working at my same job still--and the summer time is very slow, so it consisted of a lot of "manning the desk". I don't mind, though. It could be so much worse, and I am so thankful for the job and the boss I have! June's main dealio was Girls Camp, and it was the stake's turn this year to plan and execute, so my duties as president was basically to show up and have fun! It had been so dry this past summer that Camp LoMia was closed, so we ended up just having the activities at the stake center. All things considered, the stake leadership did an AMAZING job. They decorated the entire church building to make it look "outdoors", like set up tents, signs, and naked Christmas trees. It was just so stinking hot. But we still had fun! Well, I did for the most part. I tend to put the people I'm responsible for before myself, which isn't a strength when you've been in the sun in the middle of an Arizona summer for nearly 6 hours of the hottest part of the day, so you get heat exhaustion! yay! It was so much fun!

not really. nope.

We went from hiking a "mountain" (glorified hill next to the Phoenix temple) early in the morning but it was still stupid hot by the time we got done around 9am, and then we were at Big Surf from about 11:30am-3:00pm. During that time, I was starting to feel lightheaded so I tried sipping water and cooling off in the shade, but it wasn't helping a ton. Then on the car ride home, my car overheated on the freeway and I followed suit. It was not an exaggeration to say that I myself was a hot mess. Poor Claire was in the car with me while my sanity melted away with my body's ability to cool down. It was awful, because when your body gets to that point of overheating (and looking back I probably should have gone to the ER for fluids), your body kind of "resets" so I couldn't hold anything down for 2 days during camp and I missed all the fun parts like lipsyncs. My fantastic leaders were there to make sure the girls had a great time though, and that's all I wanted anyway!

JULY!

July was a pretty fun month! I got to visit my mom and sister in Hunstville, AL for a whole week! Allegiant flies pretty cheap out there during the summer so it only made sense! I had a blast. I definitely understand the draw to move there...it's green EVERYWHERE and the weather is fairly mild (even with the humidity). We went shopping, at great food, and I even got to go spelunking for the first time---which was my favorite part of the whole trip! I slid down a mudslide, waded in 4.5 ft of ice cold water, did the "polar bear" challenge in a deeper part of said ice cold water, and army crawled through the cave with my mom and my sister, and her in-laws! I wish AZ had caves like that, because I'd be going all the time!
I don't like that half my family moved across the country...but where they moved to isn't so bad. ;)

 before!

after ;)

Twas a very good trip. :)

I also threw a really cool Harry Potter birthday party, which included an Azkaban mugshot photobooth, Ollivander's wand making station, goodies (including a Hagrid's birthday cake), and movie marathon. It was quite epic if I do say so myself. :)

AUGUST

This was a weird month. Ian was gone for half of it (Annual Training with the Marines), so I spent most of this time not doing much since my adventure buddy was gone. I did, however, sing in a vocal jazz group for the first time in yeeaarrsss! It was weird and fun all at the same time. My voice doesn't bend that way as easy as it used to, but the music was mostly Beatles and other fun standards so I didn't mind the change of pace. :) I have an even larger appreciation for "jazzers" than I already did--hats off to you! I will gladly sit in the audience and just bask in the skill that it takes to be good at that sort of thing. ;) 

Now this next part, I am a little uncomfortable sharing, but it needs to be shared because I know that now that I'm out of school I know there are a fair amount of people wondering--when are y'all having the behbehs (babies)? Truth be told, I found out I was pregnant the beginning of the month. I had a happy 7 days of knowing and keeping a fun little secret with my husband and close family, until I miscarried on the 13th. It was a "chemical" pregnancy so to speak, and fortunately my body recognized it quick enough to terminate it on it's own, and I do find that to be a blessing. Sometimes you aren't "lucky" like that, and you go on for another couple weeks making plans and looking forward to the next 9 months until you find out otherwise. 

The reason I'm sharing is because, to be honest, I don't know when (if ever) naturally bearing our children will happen. This isn't meant to make you feel sorry for me, but hopefully it does quell any questions/assumptions and it avoids us from having to keep hearing/answering the same question over and over again. ;) 

anywayyyy

SEPTEMBER!

My favorite month of the year! Our anniversary AND my birthday month. :) I turned 25?? What even is that? We also celebrated FIVE FREAKIN YEARS. I don't feel old enough to have been married that long. #teenbrideoops 

We had plans of taking some pretty pictures for our anniversary, but money has been tight so we'll get to it eventually. Maybe. ;D I guess you can count our new car as our anniversary gift? It was out of necessity, but I'll take it. Ha! It's a beautiful 2015 Dodge Journey that was a Craiglist unicorn find. I'm in love with it. It only had 40k miles on it, and we got it for a screaming good price. 

It was also YW in Excellence, which I was super proud of how well it went! It was an awards theme, so we went all out--fancy decorations, red carpet, dinner, little Oscar trophies, the whole nine yards. My presidency and I ended up getting released a week later, so we definitely went out with a bang! :)

love every single one of these ladies

OCTOBER/NOVEMBER/DECEMBER!

I'm jamming these all together because honestly that's how these last three months have felt. Jam packed and kind of a whirwind. 

During majority of this whole time, I was actually doing keto--which was amazing and awful all at the same time. My body feels a lot better after doing it strictly for that long (and to be honest, I miss how I felt so I'm trying to incorporate a less strict version of it for maintenance), and it's amazing what you can do when you put your mind to it. I have an assortment of imbalances in my body and doing keto for a few months helped me out (er, at least I'm pretty sure it did. I still need to have bloodwork done again). A bonus side effect was losing somewhere in the 15-20lb range--it wasn't my intention but it was a confidence booster getting back to where I was when I got married! I haven't weighed myself because #triggered but I fit in my wedding dress with some wiggle room so I'll take that as a win. Cutting out foods that are inflammatory to my body really help how I feel overall. I got my first headache today since September, which is a huge deal for me! As long as I feel good and not losing my sanity, I'm good. :) Halloween was a little hard since I love me some twix, but good company made up for it. :)

During this whole period of time since I graduated, I've also been taking lessons twice a week--Lots of work has been done! I've pounded opera repertoire like nobody's business and I can hear a significant change in my voice. I still have a lot of improvement to make, but what's nice is that there's nowhere to go but up from here. :) In October, I had the opportunity to sing a few of his art songs for Morten Lauridsen himself (cute the choir nerd fangirling hardcore here). 

I also was able to sing for two separate Messiah (Handel) performances, which has been a bucket list item for me. I love that music and I was finally able to study and then perform it! 

Definitely the highlight of my Christmas season. Thanksgiving was fun spending time with family, eating super yummy food; including a keto friendly French Silk pie that was surprisingly delicious! ;) 

This year was potentially our last USMC ball as well, and may I say, I looked FINE. 

And Christmas was filled with plenty of yummy food, even better company and lots of fun memories. :) we had our last hurrah as our annual NYE party, and though it was smaller than usual, it was still just as fun. I'm just glad I have Ian beside me every time. :)

In addition to the holiday festivities, we've decided to sell our house and move back to Mesa! It has been a bittersweet experience but I'm very excited to be closer to family and to be able to be financially more secure. We're currently in the middle of all of it, so odds are you'll hear all about it in a couple months. ;)

Anyway, this has gotten long so I'll wrap it up. Thanks for reading the novel. 

Goodnight my lovelies. xx

End of Semester Catch Up

Hey guys! It's finally May, it's finally summer. That is so strange to me! The semester felt really long, yet it flew by. Basically up until spring break, time seemed to mosy on and take a relatively slow pace, but after spring break came and went, it's like I blinked and it was suddenly over! The latter half of the semester was filled to the brim with seemingly endless deadlines and performances, so naturally it whizzed by faster than its preceding half.

Surprise Party Shenanigans!
One of the first eventful things to happen post-break, was my incredibly successful secret scheme of throwing Ian a surprise birthday party! Ian isn't one to make a big deal of himself, let alone his birthday, and I felt that he should be made special on his special day. Considering how terrible I am at keeping something like this a secret, and Ian can read me so fast, it was a huge success! We had a good 20ish people show up, including friends from out of town. I lured him out by getting a birthday dinner at Serrano's (one of our favorite restaurants) and stopping at Walmart to get Moana to watch when we got home. My mom had picked up the groceries I had ordered for party refreshments and with the help of party goers, decorated our living room in time for when we arrived back at the house. Ian had no idea! I actually surprised him! And I think he felt very loved. #bestsneakywifeaward

School Shenanigans!
With Ian's party done, it became a mad dash of finishing assignments, memorizing music, and learning staging. My aesthetics (read: philosophy) was probably the hardest class I have ever taken in my education career and I somehow managed my time beautifully during the chaos of the last few weeks of the semester {which NEVER happens} and I think I did a bangup good job too. [I got an A, so I will definitely take it]. It was a split undergrad/grad class, and based on what my friend Tyler told me, if I was able to be successful in that class then I can definitely do grad school. *phew*

The rest of my classes were a breeze compared to that beastly aesthetics class, and I know I was able to keep up with everything. Music History was fine enough, though the TAs were tougher than the actual professor {my bet is that it's an ego thing but maybe that's just me /shrug}. My Jazz in America class was awesome, considering it's geared towards non-music majors, so I had zero problem acing that class. I did get to go to a really great jazz performance for my final report, and I actually came out of it really glad I took the class. I love it when that happens!

At The Nash in Phoenix 

Opera Scenes was downright the best class I had this semester. My scene consisted of all-star castmates and we had the most fun scene! We did the opening bit of Bernstein's Candide, and yours truly got to sing Cunegonde. Dream come true! Everyone was hysterical in their roles and as a whole sounded pretty darn good. Robert even said he really liked it, so you know we did a good job. Upon listening to someone's recording, I wish I had worked on my part with Anne in hindsight, just because I heard myself fall back into some bad habits that I had worked so hard to try and press out of my system and I think she could have cleaned up my high notes better than I did on my own. I wanted to surprise her, and though I did well, I am a little frustrated that I know I could have done better. C'est la vie! Now I know for the future. :) I wish I had taken some photos of us in costume because we all looked fabulous! The rest of the scenes were also so impressive, and there wasn't one weak scene in the whole program. It's seriously so incredible how many talented people are here, and we're not lying when we say we have the hottest MT program in the US. ;) I managed to end the semester with good grades, all As and one B. The B was in music history, and as mentioned before, the TAs were really hard so I will consider that a success.

Summer Shenanigans!
I have some good plans for this summer, which include not working. BLESS. As fun as the kids are most of the time at VIK, working for VIK is not for the faint of heart and I was tired of being treated poorly and then blamed for circumstances out of my control, as well as a lack of organization and respect from people above me. One of my bosses straight up through me under the bus on multiple occasions because of mistakes she made and that was the last straw for me. I got the email about working summer camp, and I just ignored it. I don't know if I'm brave enough to just email them and tell them to take me off payroll (there are people who "stay" on payroll so they don't have to reapply every summer) but I haven't gotten there yet. Maybe she'll just assume I'm done because I won't ever come back? Is that bad?

We also held a very successful Bollywood night (and ironically on Cinco de Mayo ha) with my dear friends Taryn and John, and their significant others Jared and Kylie. We made curry and naan, watched "Om Shanti Om" and had a jolly time. It's been decided we shall do this more often because too much fun was had. Also those people are some of my favorite people so that's always a plus. 

I had been asked/hired to sing the "Pie Jesu" in Faure's Requiem (If you've never heard it, please go take a listen. It's truly some really beautiful music! Nothing fancy, but very pretty nonetheless) with a full choir and orchestra in Chandler/Sun Lakes. I was super excited for it because it was my first paid gig, and it was going to be really good. I had gone to a rehearsal on a Friday (5/5) and it went really well and was looking forward to the performance the following Friday. WELL that weekend is when things went towards a different...direction. Sunday was fast Sunday, so naturally I didn't have anything to eat all day by the time I got to my in-law's house for dinner. They had saved me some food (we get out of church later than they do) and I went to town. My stomach kinda started to hurt when I finished eating and my tummy felt a little tight. It was a little uncomfortable, but I just thought maybe I had eaten too fast or something. I felt it for the rest of the evening but it wasn't bad enough to warrant leaving early. We get home and go to bed and I complained to Ian that my tummy really was feeling really weird, but I was hopeful I would sleep it off. I was very wrong. I got a very poor night's rest, tossing and turning! I would lay still because moving made my stomach hurt, but then I needed to change position again and it would make me super nauseous and it was just a never ending cycle of discomfort. We woke up the next morning, around 7 and my stomach was feeling super weird and not good! I was getting a little nervous because it was something I had never experienced before. It was like I had done a really intense ab workout and my stomach was super sore from it. There was the tiniest pinch on my lower right side, which made me think appendicitis, but upon texting my sisters I initially didn't "pass" the criteria like hopping on one foot, or hurting after releasing pressure, etc. I thought maybe my digestive system was backed up so I went downstairs and started sipping on some apple juice to get things flowing. To my surprise that kick started my colon I guess, and I did my business. But it made it worse! I was starting to really not feel good. I hollered up to Ian to call our primary doctor to schedule an appointment (we had just taken Ian to the ER for his gallbladder and I didn't want to make that expense if my problem ended up being digestive). The earliest we could get in was 3pm that afternoon. I made my way upstairs and my pain started to really increase. I was in tears by the time we were off the phone making the appointment and within 5 minutes of that phone call, we decided to just go to the ER. We waited in the ER waiting room for about 45 minutes {read: 2 million hours} before I was seen, and by the time they got to me, my pain was at a solid 8/10. I felt absolutely dreadful, extremely nauseous, and straight up miserable. My ER nurse gave me some morphine and something for the nausea and the staff were pretty quick on all the registration/housekeeping. My time gets foggy at this point, but I think within the hour they had a urine sample, blood samples, all that good stuff and I was taken to get a CT*

              *Tangent: Getting a CT was kind of a cool experience actually! Uneventful, but the fluid they put in to see all your junk made it feel like you whizzed your pants. haha

Came back from CT, and hung out for a little while longer and my drugs were starting to wear off. They were really quick with the results and I was informed I had acute appendicitis and would have to have emergency surgery! By that point I didn't really care how they got it out, nor was I nervous about having surgery (I've never have had one before this), it just needed to come out so I could stop feeling miserable so they brought me up to the OR floor, (upon arrival, I vomited because without the morphine and nausea drugs my pain/nausea was def a 9-9.5/10 so it's good to know I wasn't exaggerating any digestive pain I guess). They put one of those little caps on me, I met my surgeon and anesthesiologist (who was like the nicest person) and then he put something in my IV, and I was out. I vaguely remember opening my eyes and seeing the OR light and them putting on the gas mask and then the next thing I know, I'm in my hospital room! I stayed overnight, and was home around 2pm Tuesday. It was crazy and kind of a whirlwind, and I kind of have a hard time believing it actually happened. haha It was an adventure, that's for sure. I was in the ER by 9, seen by about 10, and in surgery by about 1. It kinda went 0-100 real quick haha

I was still pretty drugged up at this point haha 

Recovery has been interesting because I don't know what to expect from something like this, but it's been fairly straightforward. They did the procedure laparoscopically, so fortunately I haven't had to deal with any nasty draining/stitches/etc. Just some small incisions down my lower belly. If anything, it's been more annoying not to be able to use my core muscles! You forget how much you use them by just...existing. haha Oh and for laparoscopic surgeries they pump you full of carbon dioxide so the surgeon can see clearly, so I was bloated AND couldn't use my abs for like 5 days, so I now I have a pretty good idea of what I'll look like when I am like 5 months pregnant, whenever that will be. xD I started to feel like myself on Saturday, and I've been feeling much better every day. Ready for the steri-strips to come off, but I'm not allowed to touch them till they fall out on their own. Boo. And even though I feel almost perfectly fine now, I can't lift anything above 15 pounds for another 6 weeks, and I don't know how long till I can workout. I was planning on totally getting in shape this summer, but now I'm set back 6 weeks! rawr.

In other news, I was cast in this fall's LOT production of "The Bartered Bride"! I have a few featured chorus roles, like a waitress and a bride, and my personal favorite, Heidi the Yodeling girl!

I have no idea what that entails, if I get to yodel or not, or whatever but that is my character's name and basically means I get to have a lot of fun with it. Or I'll make it fun. Or both. Either way, it's a win. There shall be lots of stage time, and lots of folk dancing! Normally I'm nervous about choreo, but with my background in swing and country dance, I think I can actually offer something really nice this time around! Huzzah!

In the mean time, I have an opera workshop with Jeff Stevens and Jen Nagy to fill up my time, as well as some lessons with Anne to get a headstart on my recital. Because OHYEAH I'm delaying graduation till May just to make my life a little bit easier, and to have more fun.

I also have girls camp to do, but that is being planned by my camp directors for the most part, so not much for me to do there....so yeah. That's been my life in a nutshell since March.

Till next time, my lovelies!

Decemburrrr

Hey y'all. It's been a while up in here so let's get to it!

Last time I checked, we had done the anniversary post...yes! That is correct. Well, let's do a month play-by-play!

Rest of September:

After our anniversary, was my birthday! Since I'm in school it's not like we can do anything super crazy, but we went to Serrano's for dinner, which was delicious. Did we do anything after that? Gosh I don't remember. I'm becoming a party pooper for my birthdays. I don't like spending that much time over it.

October:

Because I'm *that* exciting, it was a crazy blur. 17 credits worth of classes will do that to you. Well, the first of the month was general conference, which was obviously wonderful. I spent my time between sessions decorating, which was super cute.

The next weekend after that, my brother-in-law Max got married to his childhood sweetheart! It was the sweetest thing. They've known each other since they were like 7 or something like that. Bri is the sweetest and it was a beautiful day!

That led into fall break, which was a nice little break till the semester came down hard. I was mainly focusing on getting all my music learned for my recital, as well as working at rehearsals for the student lab production of Cendrillon {Cinderella} at school. Not to mention auditions for Mozart's The Magic Flute were coming up, and apparently it was custom to have the callback material learned before callbacks to show you're prepared and serious! Just add that to the list of music I had to have learned and memorized, sheesh! {By the way, I totaled up how many songs I had to have learned and memorized over the whole semester and it came out to 14. No wonder I couldn't retain anything by the last week of classes} Nevertheless, I did my best to learn the Papagena duet (since Papagena was my first, albeit very bold choice in a role that I preferred). Also, because I am not that wise of a person at times, I didn't take some advice that I had received to learn the 1st Spirit's callback material as well, and lo and behold, I got a call back for 1st Spirit in addition to Papagena. I had to learn 13 pages of music in one day! God Bless Hope Douglass, for she saved me that day. I mustered through the callback, though I definitely could have handled myself better. I take myself way too seriously at times. My Papagena callback went well, though I couldn't remember the words at some points and the music stand my audition partner and I were sharing was further away from me and I couldn't make out the words! Oops. I thought overall it wasn't bad, but I didn't think Papagena was realistic since I was competing against two grad students and another senior. A very long 3 days came and went, and Taryn texted me at like midnight telling me to check my email and LOOK WHAT I FOUND:

I could hardly believe it! I was half asleep and thought my eyes were playing tricks on me! Fortunately enough people auditioned where they could double cast the principals, so here I am on the docket! I am so excited to be part of this production, and to have a fun role! 

In the excitement of auditions and callbacks, which were held on 10/30 and 10/31, we did not celebrate Halloween this year. Which is cray, but honestly with these results, I didn't mind one bit. 

November:

The first weekend was the Marine Corps Ball. This time around was so much fun! Especially since I'm starting to remember people and we had an awesome group at our table. It was held at a Double Tree Hilton way up in North Scottsdale, and it was huge! Wayyy bigger than the last few years, which was awesome because we were so smooshed the last few times. The food, as always, was to die for. I even tried the salmon on my plate and it was actually really good! The dessert was so fancy.

This was like a chocolate mousse with a crunchy crust on the bottom. Noms.

This was a key lime cheesecake! So good!

THEN, literally the next day was the dress rehearsal for Cendrillon, and the following day the actual performance! Talk about a busy weekend! Cendrillon was a such a fun experience and was perfect as my first opera. I was La Fee (fairy grandmother) and I hammed it up, per usual. I made so many new friends and got to know people I met before way better. It makes me sad that I don't get more time here to hang out with these special people!

 These hooligans.

THEN my life went in to hyper-recital mode. All but one of my eleven songs were new this semester and I was working as I hard as I could to get it ready by November 23rd. GUH. But I made it to that evening with relatively no problems, except a minor meltdown about parking (I know, I'm such a loser haha). The recital started and I did it! It was actually super fun, and I was super relaxed, even when I had to make up a few words in my French songs. I DID IT! We had yummy sweetbreads courtesy of my in-laws and all in all it was a good night. And I couldn't have done it without my amazing accompanist Hope. She rocks my socks. And I REALLY could not have done it without my amazing voice teacher Anne Kopta:

 She is amazing and has helped me grow so much over the past year! I just love her.

 Also, I felt pretty that night sooooo shameless selfie time.

And my poster, that I designed myself with the help of Google.

My recital was the day before Thanksgiving, so I got a nice long break to relax after surviving the majority of the semester! We had Thanksgiving with my family and some extended family at my parents' new house and the community clubhouse. Yummy food and good company. The following week was the last week of classes, meaning wrapping up my finals (because my instructors were awesome like that and I only had to show up to one final during finals week!) and attending dress rehearsals for the Holiday Gala concert at ASU Gammage. I will never get used to singing on Gammage stage. It is so much fun. And the concert was a major success! Even after all the craziness, I managed to come out on top!

Straight A's, baby!

In other news, I bought this beautiful wooden table off of Facebook! It needs to have a major overhaul in sanding and repainting, but it will be nice to finally have a kitchen table again!

I have been majorly enjoying staying up late and sleeping in to an ungodly and unhealthy hour, all while systematically deep cleaning my house. Well, now I am because I have been helping my sister Ashley pack and clean her house in preparation of their move to Alabama. At first I wasn't too keen on her leaving, but I know that is where she and her family are needed right now. It was kinda hard to say goodbye, but I plan on visiting her this summer! 

Also, in another crazy turn of events, I joined Mary Kay! If you don't already have a consultant, come to me! There are reasons why I decided to join, which are valid and I feel like this will be good for me. And I'm excited to make extra money while I'm at it.

 Almost all my Christmas shopping is done, I just need to order Ian's gift and I'll be set. I'm also trying to muster the motivation to clean our room and bathroom but...I don't have any excuses. Thanks for reading, my lovelies! 

Summer is HERE

Hello one and all! Man, I have gotta tell ya, this semester has been cray-cray. I survived my first semester at ASU and so far am in love with everything about this program. I was definitely homesick at first for CGCC, but another few weeks in I settled in just fine. I still don't know very many people but I am at least pretty familiar with most of them and not too awkward. The rigor was a bit of a kick in the butt, yet it was the push in the right direction that I now know I desperately needed. I was letting myself plateau for a bit in my final semester at CGCC but that was soon fixed when I started in January. My wonderful voice teacher Anne has been amazing and my studio has been the greatest environment. It's a safe place where we can get great feedback and encouragement from a bunch of ladies that are right in the thick of it too. In addition to that, having graduate students in the same studio has been so valuable. It's great to hear them sing so frequently and people to look up to (even if some of them aren't too much older than me haha). I did thoroughly enjoy the rest of my classes there (German, German Diction, and Choir). I feel pretty good to be in a quality program like this one.

Also, HUGE shout out to Hope Douglass for being so willing to become my pianist last minute and being so fabulous. She was able to jump right and we have a pretty nice groove going on. You go, Glen CoCo.

Speaking of classes, I went to bed last night, a Friday night....and I did not have to turn in any MacGamut!!

This is how I feel irl:

2 YEARS OF IT! and it's finally done. I am officially DONE with music theory and ear training. Like, I want to cry.

All 14 credits done this semester on top of working almost every morning and afternoon at VIK. And rehearsing for Resonance. And prepping my music class for summer camp. And I managed to get straight A's. Like a boss.

But honestly, the past four months have been a blur. School, work, keeping up with recital attendance, rehearsals, performances, 2 weddings....I have definitely been kept busy. The first half of the semester felt like it dragged but after spring break, time seriously FLEW by! It still is. I'm not sure how to process it yet, but I think it's a good thing. Kind of.

The prep for summer camp has definitely intensified! This year I am going to be a specials class teacher for wait for it....MUSIC! I have my whole curriculum planned out so *hopefully* it will work well enough to keep me going for the whole 10 week program. :O It's going to be a good summer. I want to make it a good one since I won't be returning to work the school year and I need to get my fill on my kiddos before I have to leave! I will be so happy to have a lighter load and lower stress level, but I really do love my job. If I wasn't in school and in a program that wasn't so demanding I wouldn't leave! Those kids are my favorite. I will probably end up working a few days of holiday camp and next summer.

Gee, seeing how short this post just goes to show how rather monotonous my life has become considering January was the last time I filled all ya'll in. What else can I put in here....hmm....well I left my platinum days behind! The lovely Laura Loose brought me back to a much milder golden blonde (which is still rather light since it's been since mid-February since she did it and it has faded). I am planning on going again and try and get it to a nice light-honey color that it was before I started dyeing my hair.

Well, in other news, there is no news. I hope everyone had an enjoyable semester and continues to have an amazing summer. Go forth. Be happy.



That's all for now my lovelies.

Oh, What's In a Name?

Names names names names names. You see, I am in a pickle. A big, fat, green, juicy, delicious pickle.

Actually, not that kind of pickle, silly heads. See definition:

in a (pretty) pickle

Fig. in a mess; in trouble. (*Typically: be ~; get [into] ~.) John has gotten himself into a pickle. He has two dates for the party. Now we are in a pretty pickle. We are out of gas.

See also: pickle

No, I do not have two dates to a party and ran out of gas. It's more like I am so excited about this blog and to start pouring out my hearts to complete strangers and post funny pictures and crap; but in the excitement of it all, I just kinda threw out a name to get the blog created without even really thinking about it too much. My thought process:

Blog? Yeah! Ooh pretty templates. Uhhh THAT one! YAY! OH wait I need a name. What's uber cliche and sounds like a typical girly-"Curlz" font-covered-in-rainbows-and-unicorns-blog? Uhhhh...how about dis? Eh, it'll do.

So yeah. Here I am, stuck with a completely and utterly boring and uber cliche name that makes me sound like a typical-girly-"Curlz" font-covered-in-rainbows-and-unicorns-blogger. It's like, in a dire need of an intervention. I've looked at other blogger's way awesome and appropriate names and I've googled the crap of how to be creative and name ideas (because honestly, that's how NOT creative I am, I freaking had to use Google) but I can't think of anything fun, unique, and that really sums up my blog identity. Heck, what is even my blog identity? DOES THAT EVEN EXIST. IS THIS THE REAL LIFE. OR IS IT FANTASY. 

STAHP IT FREDDY I AM TRYING TO CONCENTRATE. ugh. I swear. I cannot keep my focus today, I think too much of this Mercury exposure is starting to affect me. 

(BA DUM TSS).

Wow that was dumb, and yet I literally laughed out loud as I typed it. HAHA still laughing. No lies.

ohmyheckanyway the point is, if anyone can help me think of an interesting name, the assistance would be much appreciated. ooxxOXoXxoOxxx

(if anyone gets my reference at the end, you get +100 to awesome)